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May 19, 2009

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Because of you ,in the past i gaved everything up for you .
Because of you ,i love no one but you .
Because of you ,i believed in love once ever again .
Because of you ,i trusted my life in your hand .
Because of you ,i placed you as first even above myself .
Because of you ,i can do anything for you ,even if it takes my life .
Because of you ,i went through so much .
Because of you ,i dont mind to be poor ,don't mind to live life in a hard way .


I'm everything i'm right now because of you loved me once deeply .
And because of you wanting to satisfy yourself ,you threw me aside .
I stand by you when you'r down ,but when im down ,who stands by me ?
You said that after being together with me ,you trusted in love ever again .The same goes to me .But why must you tell me that ,that there's no true love and ever lasting forever love .How would you have hurt me right deeply inside my heart .Cut me through times and times again and again .I bear with everything .But how long would i hold on ?


Ask yourself ,how many have you hurt before ? Must i be the next one ? Can't i be more special in a way to you afterall ? I feel so much dissapointment in you .Right in your eyes ,i know that im not standing anywhere anymore ,no longer use to be. I'm sorry that i let you made sucha big impact in my life .And also for letting you to be able to make it (: Stills im happy in the past . I though i was strong enough ,but i was wrong ,i though that i would live with you forever ,i was wrong too . Ask yourself this question ,are you able to take it by living and standing alone ,aside watching your most loved one flirting and moving further and further away from you when you have try all means to get that person back .But i have never regret making this choice .I can't hold on anymore ,it's sucha big blow to me .Take it as a debt that i need to pay for my this life time .Let all the unhappy moments flew away and let all the happy moment we use to had to be with me forever and ever .


Learn to let go and be happy like me . It's time , we made a life for our own . I cannot go back to where i started the mistake , but I can start today with a smile and make a ending without regret.
I don't think i can ever let go . The memories we used to share ,are always being kept inside my mind and my heart .


ANSWER ME
Isnt it better to lose someone you know he/she will hurt you as much as he/she could , than keeping someone whom you know he/she will make you suffer for a life time?
Lose someone or keep someone you know he/she will hurt you over and over again?

Logical right :D


And and my Horoscopes is always spot on ! It's always so true .Let me share with you alright ,

Horoscope for May 19, 2009
The Bottom Line
Your mind is taking on some seriously scary psychic powers -- but scary in a good way!


In Detail
Your mind is taking on some seriously crazy psychic powers -- but scary in good way! The person you've been thinking about so often and so ardently has been picking up on your vibes, and they are thinking about you too. Today isn't the perfect time to move forward with this relationship, but take note of their change in attitude toward you. Go slowly with this, and make it clear that you just want to get to know them a little better -- for now.

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MAMA-SAN,
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One man's meet is another man poison. You might not like me, but my darling's love me. Afterall, if you have been reading all of my post and still not knowing my personality well enough, i doubt you would ever will. I never believe in ' What's yours is yours, what's not meant not to be. ' I fight for things i want, for people i love, for status in this world. I'm who am i, i won't change for the sake of anyone.

MSN- tomayorino@hotmail.com.
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