Mar 1, 2009
Can anyone answer my question ?
Why i seems not to have reached or cant reach any goals yet ?
Why im just like those maket aunti just leading each day by itself and waiting for death ahead ?
Why ?Why does i have to pay such a high price ?Does everyone also have to pay this kinda of price when they walked the same path as me ? Im just going after my happiness and yet so many out there trying to destroy everything i have got now ? Just like what Sis's told me ,When it comes to Love ,you have got to be tough .And how long can i live in terms that i dunt know what's plan for tomorrow or even the future .And earth have a chance to just disappear from mid-air .Why im born in such a way .I dunt know what will happen to me and am really living in fear every single day that this may not be a forever love cause someone causes this .This a enternal love to me.
But im not gonna be pull down that easy and am not gonna give up and work towards my goals that i have plan for myself and my beautiful future .
Like Tino said ,Even if the whole world gave up hope on me he will not and i cant give up hope on myself till he does :)
And im just gonna say ,''FUCK EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AND THE HURTS I HAD IN ME AND ALL THE PAIN I SUFFER !DAMN IT !!!!
When it heal it will hurts too .Guess it's a un-heal-able pain .Cause it has tie itself in my heart always .Its a must for me to go through so much ?! Nobody know's how much pain i had suffer and now.COLD-BLOODED ,nobody's will ever understand me nor even know how i feel inside .Or even what im thinking and what's bothering me times and times again . Nobody's .
I just want someone who really cares alot alot about me to lead a better life instead .
What i want is just a simple and carefree life .Thats all and im contented .But i cant seems to have and get the thing which i actually want it so much .
Thanks For Your Support Always Tino's :)
I HATE to be SHOUT or YEll at totally .
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