Mar 22, 2009

Alright my apologise that my blog is getting boring yeahs !And for my song yeah i know it's abit of ,er..kinda those sad song .Well ,If you don't like you can scroll to the end of this page and click other songs to play instead:D As i have just create two music playlist so if you'r feeling low or high you can choose either one playlist to match your mood. And here this's a kinda something that you guys all should get angry over with .And i read this post from other blog but it's pretty long but i will make it short instead alright .

See this guy ?His name is Daniel Smith and now he's around 23 years old i surpose .And he's a model alright .Still something really damn vad happen to him and cause him to lose everything .2years ago this guy went to a pub with three of his US marine friends and ofcause he's one too .

So, I saw Smith's photo on others blog when I was using some other blog sometimes ago, and well, the story goes that Smith and his 3 other marine friends (woooh! Uniformed men) was partying and the supposedly raped girl was drinking with her sister at the same bar.Afterwards, Smith took the girl's wrist and pulled her to dance and she claims that afterwards, Smith pulled her into a van.wtf right .Like he will need to rape her instead ?While there's some many other girl throwing themself to him.

And Smith raped her while his mates cheered him on.

(I found all that a bit arousing)I don't know whether it is just me, but it seems pretty ridiculous to me that the girl got raped by a Us marine .Lucky right .And the girl went to make a police report saying that she had been rape when she was drunk ?

The filipino girl claimed, before breaking down in tears, "The next thing I remember, someone was lying on top of me. Someone was kissing me. ... It was Smith. I tried to push Smith away with my hands but I was unable to stop him because I was very weak and he was heavy. I did not like what he was doing to me, I don't know anymore what happened. But when I recovered my consciousness, I was already on the ground."

Soooo......... did he knock her out cold, or was part of her memory blocked out because she was fucking pissed-drunk?Did she actually give consent to Smith (which is what Smith claimed) when she was drunk? Does she even know? Now that she is sober she can say she didn't give consent, but who the fuck knows at that time when she was drunk and horny?Am i right to say that .And blablabla long long story goes on and on .And that poor Smith was being sent to jail for 40years for something that he may not be wrong of .Super poor thing .Why girl or rather female lady i said ,need to mis-use of their protection order gaven by the law .And yes the law protect female alot .Cause they kinda stand to lose out most of the time.But if you did not make good use of that you can cause someone to jail for fcuking no reason .

At least, I don't think the victim's trauma is equal to that of Smith's trauma when he received his jail term: BLOODY LIFE SENTENCE.

A LIFETIME OF JAIL AT THE TENDER AGE OF 21. His bright future all ruined!! All for 10 mins of him fucking someone who wasn't even conscious to enjoy it!

IS IT FAIR YOU TELL ME?!I dunno lar. I think girls are gonna start going on and on about how they are disappointed with me and how I discriminate people according to looks, but think about it, if tomorrow Jessica Alba was accused of raping a man, would you believe it?And see this photo of his...

Won't you even feel horny just by looking at his photo .But im not hor ,sorry i don't feel horny with anyone already!

p/s: Wong da Lawyer said that the judges convicted him because the woman had bruises on her, proving there was a struggle. *shrugs* As I was saying, Japanese porn... I guess we will never know the truth of what happened, but it is so easy for women to abuse their position of weakness and accuse the men of rape, say for example, after Smith didn't want to pay her after sex? I SAID FOR EXAMPLE!

And after two years ...

Nicole now confesses that

she doesn't know if she was raped.

Anyway Smith was being SENTENCE to jail and after two years means just happen lately .Guess what ?

Lil slut... 2 years ago she was so sure she was raped, and said she wanted the death sentence for Smith (From wiki. Go check it if you don't believe me). Can you imagine if she got her wish and he is now dead??

I hate nothing more then this kinda of people trying means way to ruin others life totally!

Now suddenly not sure if she was raped!

NABEH NOT SURE DON'T ANYHOW SAY HOR GO AND RUIN PEOPLE'S LIFE!

She is now appleased coz she got 100,000 pesos from Smith.

I told you already lor... Must be stupid Smith refused to pay her after sex that's why she so du lan go and sue him. Tsk tsk! Whore. Whores have sex with men easily after getting themselves pissed drunk right? Some whores demand money afterwards. Sounds like her.

If I am Smith I will sue her and sue everyone else involved to make sure they pay for their bloody mistake. Nabeh kena jailed for nothing.

Fuck you Nicole. Bloody ruined a BIG part of someone else life as well with your dumb attention-seeking lies.Blah blah blah

And who is fucking going to pay for all Smith had suffer ?For nothing wented into damn jail for 2years ?!

But was glad now that the air is being clear .

Still im feeling very low .And today is the third day i have not been eating anything .And last night i was fcuking SHOCK was that i vomited out BLOOD !Damn it .And i totally feel so weak and have to even walk like a dog to the toliet to vomit .Cause if i stand i'll still fall down cause my leg has some problem since i was young.And my leg gets weak very easily even after a 2.4km run in the past i would lost my will to make my leg move for weeks .And morning got no choice but to force myself to fucking go and get something to eat even when i don't feel like eating .And after afew mouthfull of forcing myself to eat it ,i stopped eating .Don't know why but just don't really feel like eating cause when i see food nows aday i'll feel like vomiting .And here i apologise to Sis .I know that i have done something wrong which lead you to give me cold shoulder now adays .Im sorry about it alright .Remember we are always sister for life :D I don't want any quarrel or misunderstanding between either of us .And still Everything i did was perhaps a big mistake in the end .I don't wish to lose either one of you at all.

BEING EDITED ~

Sorry girl was surpose to meet ya but i don't really feel well rather sick still .And when i went to get prepare ,i vomited up again this time .And after that i feel so weak but still i told myself that i have to meet you two today but after i bathed, im damn damn weak .Walking from my bath room to my room was harder then i think it was .I nearly fucking faint when ever i walk afew steps even going to get a cup of water .I feel so useless suddenly and am so dissapointed in myself now .Cant even get a simple things done nicely.Still today i pull myself up to clean up my room .And after that guess what i did ?I went to cut my own damn long nails .Cant believe it alright:D Meetup on my birthday yeah !

Luv me, Luv you. 11:40 AM.